Coulda ila Lyrics

soo saaray: Gawvi
Vocals dheeraad ah by: J. Paul
farshaxanka by: Alex Medina
Mixed iyo baasana by: Jacob “Biz” Morris

Verse 1:
Ha doonayaa inaan qofna ma maqlaan our xanuun
Taasi waa sida aan dareemayo marka aan flipping iyaga Twitter comments, Waxaan dareemayaa oo dhan waa roob
Waxay sheegaysa i heli badan waa jir
alaabtii Taasi mar dambe ma aan ka jirin
Laakiin in aadan wac run markaan eego jidadka, kuwaas oo
Sidaas awgeed waxa dhabta ah marka waxaan dareemayaa sida ay coulda ii ahayd

Hook:
Man waxaan kuu sheegi kara sida aan hadda dareensan
Hoog waxaa ay doonayaa inaan ogaado sida aan hadda dareensan
Waxaan dareemayaa sida ay coulda ii ahayd
Waxaan dareemayaa sida ay coulda ii ahayd
Waxaan dhamaanteen laga sameeyay ekaanshaha Ilaah ee aad ogtahay
All nolosheena macno ah, aragtideena waa xoogan
Waxaan dareemayaa xanuun sababta aan halkaan ka hor ahayd
Yaa ka aan waxba galabsan, Anigu garan maayo
Laakiin waxaa coulda ii ahayd
Waxaan dareemayaa sida ay coulda ii ahayd

Verse 2:
Anigu ma aan aqoonin Mike Brown
Waxaan aan la ogaan Trayvon
Anigu ma aan aqoonin Sean Bell
Laakiin waan ogahay way ka baxeen
Waxaan aan la ogaan Oscar Grant ama Tamir Rice
Anigu ma aan aqoonin Eric Garner
Laakiin waxaan ay u ogaadaan nolosha
Ma ka qiimo badan ay ku yidhi shaashadda tv ah
Waan necbahay waxaan ka helay liis dheer, aad finna i arka qaylin
Sababta Waxaan dareemayaa sida iyagu ma waxaan arki boqorrada
Made in uu meesha ka isaga oo kale, waxay qabaa inaan fiends saboolka baahan
Waxaan ma jirin markii ay toogteen ninkii
Waxaan ma xallin karo xaaladaha, ma dhihi doonaa in aan awoodo
Laakiin waxaan yaqaaniin camalka noloshayda sida nin dhallinyaro madow
Garo ma ahaan karo waalan in qaar ka fahmi weydo
Laakiin waxaa laga yaabaa in aad doonaynin
Haddii aad eegay noloshayda iyo aad istaagay meeshii aan taagnaa
indhahayga Isticmaal in ay eegaan jidadka, kuwaas oo
Waa mid aad u dhabta ah marka waxaan dareemayaa sida ay coulda ii ahayd

Hook:
Man waxaan kuu sheegi kara sida aan hadda dareensan
Hoog waxaa ay doonayaa inaan ogaado sida aan hadda dareensan
Waxaan dareemayaa sida ay coulda ii ahayd
Waxaan dareemayaa sida ay coulda ii ahayd

Verse 3:
i sawir sida dhallintaada a
Doorashada baxay cabitaanka dukaanka markii aan arkay
Shaqaalaha dukaanka ayaa dooneysa i, ka dibna uu qaylo
Dhibcood aan hip oo i Waxaan arkay sheegayaa
Laakiin kor u qaban, Waxaan aan la ogayn inaan anigu ahaa in cabsi
Uma aan waa ogahay inaan idiin soo gani karo blackberry ah
Aad u cajiib ah, that he saw me as a thug
Markii aan lahaa marnaba qabto kiis, marna xaday ama daroogada iibsaday
Ama sida xumad, Wakhtigii aan u duulay show a
Full farxadda, finna raabka qol ay ka buuxaan dadka waawayn
markaas ka baxsan Waxaan u arkaa wax ka qori wejiga
Jeebbo on gacmahayga, cajIibi hoos dhexda
Waa OL isla, isla OL
Waxaan ku haboon sharaxaad ka mid ah dambi ah si ay u ogaadaan
Waxay i tusay sawirka, soo
Ma waxaad dhalmada? Annagu ma u eg a
Well the cops thought we did if you looking right
Nin kasta oo madow waan ogahay
sheekooyin helay sida kuwa, oo gurto wixii ay aan la beeran
Marka ay aad u qaadan tuug ka boodi
Waxa aan muhim aheyn haddii aad aasa bamka ah
Bal eeg, Anigu garan maayo haddii Mike Brown lahaa gacmaha kor u
Laakiin waxaan qoraal homie ku yidhi ahay u istaagaan
Oo ahay kuu sheegi waxaan dareemayaa inaan u fiirsado jidadka, kuwaas oo
Oo waxaad ku tidhaahdaan waa dhabta ah marka waxaan dareemayaa sida ay coulda ii ahayd

Hook

Verse 4:
Cirka dareen cirro, indhaha oo casaada
kulanka Black iyo caddaan, daruuraha sare mareen madaxayga
Sidee dheer ilaa ay maqashay wixii aan sheegay
Sidee dheer ilaa ay maqlaan waxa aan sheegay?
Qayliya soo baxay oo dhan gaysteen wanaagsan
Dagaal guys xun, samaynta joogsato wanaagsan
Waan necbahay in on blocks surta
In dhamaadka, waxay isku daya inay kugu buro la qalato oo dhan
Waxaan doonayaa inaan ku odhan raggayga dhallinyarada ah oo dhan madow
Waan ogahay waxa uu dareemayaa sida waxaan kaliya oo aan ku guuleysan karto
Laakiin in xanaaqaaga ha dembaabin
Ha xaqiijin waxa ay fikirka
Ha u ogolaan qofna noo sheeg aan helay waxaan ku kacaya
Qaar ka mid ah isku dayi doonaa in ay na xidhay hoos ma shaqeynaayo
Waan ogahay ma aha cadaalad ah, laakiin waxaynu og nahay in uu dan
Oo maalin maalmaha ka mid ayuu u tirtiri doonaa iska ilmada

kale
Xaggee ay aad u rajeeya at? Mine waa ku jirtaa
Halkee waa rajo at? Mine waa ku jirtaa
Waxaan helay shaqeeyaan si ay u sameeyaan, laakiin rajo waa ku jirtaa
Waxay heshay shaqo si aad u samayn, laakiin rajo waa ku jirtaa

saamiyada

32 comments

  1. Xusuuso: Coulda Me Ma u- — TRIP LEE

  2. JordanReply

    I see some of the points made in the lyrics, and I know this song is personal, but it feels like it’s a song that’s giving in to this chaos.

    The second section of the 3rd verse, talking about being patted down because hefitsthe description of the criminal. I’ve been patted down before, on the side of the interstate after being tailed for 3 miles, because I wore a beanie and a sweatshirt that made me look like I was from the harsher side of town. Not just that, but I was driving my grandfathers Impala with my dad in the passenger seat, and they checked our stories about us heading back from the local Apple store where I dropped off my Macbook to be fixed. Call it profiling, call it whatever, but it was anything but the color of my skin. One officer was white, the other was black. That was me.

    First line of the first verse: “Ha doonayaa inaan qofna ma maqlaan our xanuun”. Pretty sure I know what it means. The word “our” in that phrase, to me feels like alienation from the song, like I won’t understand what the struggle is, or how you feel. I may not be able to understand, but God gave me the means to support, through Prayer.

    Continuing on that thought, “Waxaan dhamaanteen laga sameeyay ekaanshaha Ilaah ee aad ogtahay”. There’s the whole counter to the song. God created us in His image, and no color, disabilities, gender or origin of nation has ever made God look at any individual He created any differently, so why should we? Why should I look at myself any differently from you, and vice versa?

    I could get further, but I feel I’ve said enough. Trip, as a follower of Christ we wear our faith, we don’t look at any person any differently or treat them differently. We throw away Self, and focus and put the attention on Him, and regardless of how any one of us feels, when we say we are Christians, the way we act and the things we say reflect how people see Him through us. So if it could have been you, should I look at you any differently? What if it was me?

    My dhibic waa, beColorblindin this world.

    • ToryReply

      Brother Jordan, can I just express thatcolorblindnessis not the answer to these issues? Let me switch it quickly from race to gender. Men and women are very different, iyo in uu yahay wax wanaagsan! To begender blindwould be very detrimental, because it would naturally cut off the importance of our differences, and make us miss out on God. What I mean in that is that as men, mercy tends to not come as naturally as it does for women (notice the word tends!). If we only looked at men, we would miss out on the mercy of God. We would read about it, but see no tangible, human example of His mercy (I’m know I’m speaking in aggressive generalities, but only to make a point).

      Race is the same way. We are actually very different, naturally! Blacks, Asians, Whites, Hispanics, we are usually very different in our worldview, personalities, dhaqanka, iwm. This is a beautiful thing. By looking at one cultures passion over another, we can see that God is a passionate God (passionate about the right things). By looking at one culture’sslow to anger(ness),” we can see that God is patience with us, and is slow to anger. By looking at different cultures, we actually get to see many pictures of God.

      Haddii aan su'aasha, we are all to be treated the same, because we are all created in the Imago Dei. Si kastaba ha ahaatee, we are different, iyo in ay okay! I’m half black, half white, and have a ton ofblack traits,” iyo “white traits.” okay. That’s great! Hopefully they show us something about God! I vote for celebration and learning of differences rather than colorblindness, and a true celebration can only happen in the gospel.

      • NateReply

        Tori,

        Your words have inspired me to write a song using a variation of your words: “We are all created in the Imago Dei, Si kastaba ha ahaatee, we are different and that’s more than OK”. Thank you for your initiative to speak and spark wisdom. The rest of the song has turned out to prove itself as purely an undeserved gift of words to express our unity in diversity and in Christ.

        Grace iyo Peace,
        Nate

    • TaevanReply

      Well said Jordan. I will say this one thing: Instead of being colorblind, could we instead see our different ethnic backgrounds as God’s creativity? We stand together with Him under the name of Jesus. He is our bannerno matter if we’re from Ferguson, Cali, Oregon, Alabama or New York. Jesus is our focal point. And in a culture that wants to separate us intominoritiesand different groups, we stand as Christ’s body, underneath Him.

      But I do appreciate your insight on the song. Thank you for building the Kingdom up for His glory!

    • JoshReply

      trip, thanks for these thoughts. I appreciate your sharing your experience as a man of color who thinks of his identity and the tragic state of our culture through the Lens of the Gospel. May the Lord continue to build his Kingdom and fame through your work. Mahadsanid.

  3. MichaelReply

    It’s saddening reading all the events going now in the world. Right from NYC to Kenya. Painfull issues yet we don’t learn from them and keep doing the same things. It’s time we truly became our brothers keepers

  4. RichardReply

    really sad to hear, still can’t really imagine how y’all feel but I see that a lot of black ppl just get just really to fastfeel sad for u al, I feel powerless at all

  5. ToddReply

    Powerful statement, beautifully crafted. Brought years to my eyes when I least expected it. I only recently discovered your music and it has been a wonderfully inspirational discovery at the time in my life God deemed it so. Much praise to you, young brother.

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  7. AmandaReply

    To say that God doesn’t see color is unBiblical. (Jordan) The Bible says that God created different nations and tongues to showcase His majesty. We shouldn’t pretend that it doesn’t exist! If you say you want to be there for a believer who deals with these things by prayer or whatever avenue then why are you trying to argue his song? He is sharing his hurt. His pain. Stuff that black people, go through. Why do you have to feel alienated for him saying that. Why does your ONE example of a bad experience have to rule out or invalidate the hurt and frustration that many black people have to face daily. Not just that one time. My husband always has to go above and beyond to make sure he comes off as non threatening to people!! maxaad? Why is it that he is black so he is considered scary and threatening. Why is it that he talks articulate that people feel they need to make the comment, wow you are not what I expected, or you are not like other black people. Do people go up to you and are they surprised by the way you speak? Stop for a min and just hear people out, you don’t have to agree or understand. Just show some empathy and help be a part of the solution! Thanks for sharing your heart Trip Lee.

  8. AbigailReply

    Trip, this is good.
    My heart is hurting because there is still a reason to write songs like this. There is still a fight for black lives.
    Maybe one day we can make it right.

    <3

  9. DardaarankaReply

    Keep up the good work Trip! Your words and your witness are powerful! May the Lord bless you, keep you, make his face shine upon you!

  10. CharlotteReply

    Trip Lee man,

    Can I just state that I have grown to love the major authenticity in your voice?! Ahh it’s so raw and real! This is a great feat. Bro. Very true, I am very saddened to hear about all of the corruption in which has been shown here on the air and it is crazy how bias and upside down this world can beI’m very disappointed in my own race in which has been stereotyped and broadcasted upon. The video from Brooklyn NY is one of the most saddening things I’ve seen in a long time.

  11. VictoriaReply

    I love what Jordan is saying. I myself am a black America, a woman, but in my opinion, gender doesn’t play a huge role, black woman can be targeted in discriminatory ways also. I have never been targeted personally for the color of my skin, but I like to think I’d never hate or wish bad things to someone who was to harm me or kill me in a circumstance like the ones we are talking about. Being a Christian, I’m constantly reminded of the verse where Jesus tells us to turn the other cheek. If someone hates you, you love them despite that. Racism will never stop happening, but if someone attacks you, turn the other cheek. You can’t make anyone accept you, stuff like this isn’t going to stop. But we need to stop thinking that blacks are the only race targeted. The only difference is, the white on black crime is the only crime being brought up in the news. What about a white guy killing a Hispanic? Or an Asian killing a black? We are all created equally. Haa, there was a time when slavery was all black people knew, but today there’s slavery and racism happening among every race. God does not see the deaths of these black men any differently than he sees the death of anyone else. I think we are forgetting that concept, no person’s life matters more than another. And let’s also not forget that we really don’t know the exact facts of these crimes. Trip, I’m not hating on your song at all, it’s great that every person has their own opinion and this is yours. Although, I will say, yes it could’ve been you, but it also could’ve been a white man. Us black people are not the only targets. Let’s try to see each other the way God sees us, 100 percent equal.

  12. DanielleReply

    As a biracial, Color blind(Haa, because my heritage and culture include too many different races to start focusing on one at a time. I celebrate THEM none the less) woman I can’t imagine anything that a black man is going through. Especially when people jump straight on race and leave God out of it. But I’m glad that you put God in it where he belongs. He belongs in this situation, He belongs as the Justice giver. We belong and trust in Him.

  13. AnthonyReply

    I played this song for a room full of people trying to hear their brothers and sisters cries yesterday. There were about 18 of us and 6/8 were white. Your words cemented things.

    Know that your words are reaching people in deep, beautiful ways. Thank you for your honest reflection.

  14. JohnnyReply

    If you are making this about yourself or about a specific race then it has nothing to do with God. Your song only shows why the racism issue continues the way it does because no one is willing to change the cycle only cry about how they are treated poorly white, Mexican, Asian, people die in the same ways all the time by committing crimes and being stopped by someone we have accepted as a protector. Your either for justice completely or you aren’t there is no fine lines or excuses. You bring up fears and anger, Gods not in those yet you choose to be. You put God in this so g just so Christians keep listening to you rather then making the right stand for God instead your our lyrics say your gonna stand up for racism that your going to make tis song about racism and not God. You can’t sit at 2 tables you either sit at the table if the Father or you sit at the table of the fallen. Either way you’ve lost a fan. I hope you can come to terms with your fear and see how simple respect would change fear into shared respect and working together. If it coulda been you, then maybe you need to rethink your life choices.

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  16. MarkReply

    Do all my brothers, sisters, disillusioned, and hurting. I am sorry. I am a part of this as an American. But I am listening. I hear your pain.
    I am sorry.
    The word is getting out. No criticism, only love.