Rehefa resy toy ny mpandresy Jereo

Inona no mpandresy mijery tahaka ny? Ve izy ireo lava na fohy? Mainty na fotsy? Mahery, na osa? Heveriko izany dia miankina amin'ny inona no holazaina “mpandresy.”

Ninonoanao aho tao an-tantara ny mpandresy iray ity volana lasa toy ny mamaky lava, fa hanintona filazalazana ny mombamomba ny Michael Jordana. Ny antsipiriany kaonty Nampahatsiahy ahy hoe nahoana ny olona maro no mieritreritra be momba azy mifanolotra mahery fo fanompoam-pivavahana. Zavatra maro no azo lazaina momba “ny airness” fa tsy misy olona afaka milaza ve fa tsy misy mpandresy. Ve izy hijery toy ny mpandresy, fony izy tsy nahazo izay rehetra tompon-daka vava, anefa?

Rehefa mamaky ny boky, dia toa mazava Efa hatramin'ny mbola kely fa ho tompon-daka. Na izay ny tena lalao ho toy ny siny kely ligy na ho toy ny zandriny varsity mpilalao basket; ny lycée Mitombo haingana be, na ny lalao handresy voatifitra nandritra ny taona freshman amin'ny UNC.

Ny fotoana dia tonga ny toko momba ny championships ho Chicago Bull, tsy nisy tsy ampoizina. Nilaza ny mpanoratra ny tantara amin 'ny fomba izay mazava tsara: Jordana teraka ho mpandresy. Ary izay no fantatsika azy: tompon-daka enina nahazo vava, dimy MVPs, ary 14 Star rehetra niseho (tsy lazaina intsony ny unchallenged nanjaka tamin'ny kiraro panatanjahan lalao).

Io karazana unchallenged nanjakan'i no tonga ao an-tsaina matetika rehefa mieritreritra voalohany “mpandresy.” Fa tiako antsika hiala toerana ho an'ny hafa karazana mpandresy. Ny karazana mpandresy izay tsy manana ny makings ny tompon-daka. Ny karazana mpandresy izay manana fahalemena dia niavaka kokoa noho ny hery. Ny karazana mpandresy izay mijery bebe kokoa toy ny resy indraindray.

resy, fa Reseo

Ho tonga toa marina aminareo. Roa taona farany no mahagaga amin'ny fomba maro, fa efa mafy ihany koa ny tarehy. Faly aho ho mafy ny fanambadiana sy ny fiandohan'ny fiainan'izy roa kely. Aho hiaina ny fifaliana avy pastoraly minsitry amin'ny fiangonana ara-pahasalamana. Nefa koa aho amin'ny fahalemena namely. Sarotra ho an'ny vahiny mba hilaza aho indraindray, satria toa manao izany zava-tsoa maro. Fa raha ianao ihany no afaka nahita kely kokoa.

Manana Rera-dava aho. fantatro, Tsy mbola nandre izany eo anatrehan'i na. Angamba izany no antony rehefa namely ahy dia nahatsapa bebe kokoa toy ny sucker totohondriny noho ny voalamina bout. Tany am-piandohana dia tena sembana me- hifoha ihany aho nandritra ny enim-ora isan'andro, ary reraka ny valo ambin'ny folo hafa. Nandritra ny taona manaraka izany no mahazo tsara kokoa, fa mbola nandao ahy ny akorany izay aho taloha mba ho. Nipetraka aho fito taona farany tamin'ny neverending havizanana. Amim-pahatsorana aho tsy afaka mahatsiaro fotoana farany dia nahatsapa toy ny bateria rested- maty, fa tsy recharged.

Angovo dia tahaka ny solika fa ny hery rehetra faritra ny fiainantsika. Mila azy io ny asa rehetra, resaka rehetra, ny hevitra rehetra. Ary rehefa izany dia ambany solika, ny zava-drehetra mijaly. Noho ny antony, ny tena dia tsy hamela ahy refuel. Fa tsy tsara ny tanky mbola nijanonjanona ambony “E,” ary miezaka ny hanao izany amin'ny alalan'ny. Izany dia midika hoe nandao ahy vahoaka mikotringa amin'ny alalan'ny faritra rehetra eo amin'ny fiainako.

Lazaiko anareo rehetra izany, tsy noho ny fiaraha-miory, fa ny fanamby Ahoana ny hevitrao. Ny sasany dia mety hijery ny hita fe-potoana, ny mahakivy andro, ny tsindraindray fifanenjanana ao amin'ny fanambadiana, ary mieritreritra, “Man, bandy io no very fotoana izao.” Izany antoka mahatsapa toy ny very aho raha tsy maintsy manova ny fiainako indray drafitra na lazao ny zanako, “Daddy reraka loatra ny milalao amin'izao fotoana izao.” Ho mandainga aho raha nilaza fa tsy mahakivy sy ny fiezahana. Na izany aza, Mbola milaza ny mamy fandresena.

No, Aho ny mahery noho ny olombelona tsy matanjaka karazana mpandresy; Tena tsara tarehy aho malemy. Aho hafa karazana mpandresy. Ary Miahiahy aho maro aminareo loatra.

Hafa Karazan-Mpandresy

Izaho no manana ny fandresena, nefa tsy noho ny heriko no antoka izany. Ny fandresena mitranga na dia eo aza ny fahalemena, dia ny fahotako. Aho tsy ny mpandresy izay nandresy ny fahavaloko, ary nahazo ny fandresena; Tena vao nandray azy. Manana fandresena an 'i Jesoa.

Paoly mametraka izany toy izao ao amin'ny Romana:

Araka ny voasoratra, "Fa noho ny aminao no namonoana ho mandrakariva; isika dia heverina ho toy ny ondry hovonoina. "No, amin'ny rehetra izany dia manoatra noho ny mpandresy amin'ny alalan'ilay tia antsika” (Romanina 8:36-37).

Paul Nanonona ny Salamo 44, izay ny Mpanao Salamo mitaraina noho ny fanampian'Andriamanitra eo amin'ny fitsarana. Ary Paoly dia mampiasa ny andinin-mba hahatonga ny fotoana fa tsy misy afaka manafoana ny zavatra nataon'Andriamanitra ho antsika ao amin'i Kristy.

Ny iray amin'ireo zavatra manaitra indrindra dia ny hoe rehefa misy io zava-mahatsiravina: ho faty, rehefa novonoina, Hoy i Paoly na dia amin'izany zavatra isika mpandresy. Na dia rehefa very, isika mandresy. Na dia isika ho resin'ny amin'ity tontolo lavo ity, mitoetra ho mpandresy isika amin'ny alalan'i Jesosy. Ny kely ady isan'andro dia tsy mamaritra ny lahatra, satria ny ady dia efa nandresy. Tsy izay mitondra anareo fanantenana tsy mampino? Raha ianao ao amin'i Kristy, tena tsy very.

Angamba, toa ahy, ianao ao aloha ny fahasarotana lehibe. Tiako ny mampahery anareo amin'ny fomba vitsivitsy no mieritreritra izany fahamarinana izany.

1. Aza fotsiny Jereo Ianao

Rehefa mandany ny andro mifantoka amin'ny ny fahalemeko sy ny nimenomenona tao am-poko, Izaho ihany no hiandry ny fahakiviana sy ny solika ny heviny diso ny fahaverezam-panantenana. Rehefa mibanjina ahy aho Heveriko Very, fa rehefa mibanjina Jesosy Tsaroako fa mandresy. Ary raha nandresy ny fahavalony, dia nandresy azy ireo ho antsika.

2. Aza Jereo fotsiny izao

Raha izaho ihany no mifantoka amin'izao fotoana izao, na izao taona vitsivitsy lasa, Alaim-panahy aho mieritreritra izany no fomba izany dia foana. Fa Jesosy tsy mampino nividy zavatra ho ahy teo amin'ny hazo fijaliana izay efa tsy expereienced mbola. Dia mbola tsy mahalala an'Andriamanitra aho ankehitriny, fa hahafantatra Azy tanteraka tatỳ aoriana. Ho mihitsy aza izy hanome ahy ny marika vatana vaovao sy hamafa ny ranomaso rehetra.

Afaka ihany koa ny halaim-panahy mba hifantoka amin'ny ireo izay toa tsy mandresy izao. Ireo izay tsy manana ny mitovy fizahan-toetra sy tsy fahombiazana izay foana toa hamely antsika. Fa ny ekipa izay no nandresy teo amin'ny lafiny fahatelo dia tsy foana ny ekipa izay mandresy amin'ny farany. Maro ny olona toa ho fandresena ny ady isan'andro, nefa tsy natoky ny Izay no nahazo ny ady. Aza mijery fotsiny izao.

Sweet Fandresena

Michael Jordan mbola iray amin'ireo lehibe indrindra sy malaza indrindra hatramin'izay mpandresy isika nahita. Fa misy Fandresena lehibe ho nanan-. Ary tsy izahay no zavatra ilaintsika mba handresy ny ady ny tenantsika; Kristy irery ihany no afaka manao izany. Izy no resy ny fahavalontsika rehetra ho antsika: tsy misy, i Satana, ary ny fahafatesana. Rehetra fa mitaky ny hanatevin-daharana ny ekipa dia Hahasoa Anao ny Fandresena dia mivily amin'ny ota sy matoky ny Mpamonjy. Na iza na iza, na dia ny osa indrindra eo amintsika dia afaka ny ho mpandresy.

Izany no fahamarinana izay tao am-poko aho, rehefa nanoratra ireo teny ireo ao amin'ny “Sweet Fandresena”:

Ny mpandresy dia tsy ilay mandresy ny fahafito inning
Ny amboara dia tsy mandeha any ireo izay nahazo tsara fiandohana
Raha hoy Izaho no mandresy tsy hoe androany aho amin'ny
Tiako holazaina tamin'izany andro izany, rehefa mihamanjavona ny fotsy lanitra avy, dia mandresy aho ', izaho-manjaka aminy

Ataovy azo antoka mba haka ny dika mitovy “Mitsangàna” rehefa avy 10.27.14!

nizara

36 fanehoan-kevitra

  1. Liamnavalin'i

    Trip foana aho nilalao fandresena mamy tsy hampitsahatra ny roa andro lasa, Ny asa eo amin'ny fiainanao ary handeha ho miasa noho ny rakikira. Mivavaka ho anareo

  2. Victoria Jonesnavalin'i

    Izany no mitondra aingam-panahy toy izany ny teny. Ny hira maneho mazava ny fifandraisana misy eo voninahitra be pitsiny fotoana, ary voafehy fandrika. Misaotra anao. Aho ankehitriny fantatro fa ny zava-drehetra, tsara sy ny ratsy, midina avy amin'ny Rain'ny fanazavana.

  3. Stevenavalin'i

    Trip, izao fihirana izao no fitahiana lehibe teo amin'ny fiainako izany efa! Raiko sy Rahavavy manana olana ara-pahasalamana izay efa mifandray amin'ny nandritra ny taona maro sy ny famaritana ny antony sy ny fomba nanoratra ity hira ity dia tsara tarehy sy mampahery. Misaotra anao ho mahatoky amin'ny finoana sy ho amin'ny filazantsara.

  4. Lydianavalin'i

    Izany no tena nampahery ahy. Ny hery no miaraka amin'izay koa lenta tahaka anao nandritra ny roa taona… Aho tamin'ny farany voan'ny aretin'i Lyme mitaiza roa volana lasa izay, ary ny harerahana dia farany nahazo maivana! Manantena aho fa amin'ny farany dia afaka mahita zavatra izay manampy anao! Manao izany ianao toy izany dia mihoatra lavitra noho ny olona mahatsapa. Fitaovana ho anao! Ianao aingam-panahy ho ahy :)

  5. Denisenavalin'i

    Andriamanitra anie hitahy anao Mr. Barefield. Efa tokoa aho fitahiana mijery ny toriteniny, mihaino ny mozika, mamaky ny lahatsoratra sy Lahatsoratra. Izany no vavaka ataoko fanasitranana fahagagana amin'ny anaran'i Jesosy mahery ny vatanao. Mivavaka aho mba ho tanjaka sy fiaretana foana hanendry anao mba hahafahanao manao andrianan'ny miasa tsy mitombo reraka fa kosa ho havaozina isan sy isan'andro. Mivavaka aho mba fitahiana anareo, Jennifer sy ny zaza amim-behivavy roa. Misaotra anao aho Tompo noho ny Williams mankatò ny antso eo amin'ny fiainany amin'ny maha-mpitandrina, lehilahy, ray sy ny artista. Aoka ny fahazavanao hamirapiratra hatrany alalan'i ny fiainany. Misaotra anao Ray, amin'ny anaran'i Jesoa, Amen.

  6. Duran Lowerynavalin'i

    Aho mpino marina. Ao amin'ny fiaraha-monina ankehitriny fa tena mora ny mahazo lafiny manahy ny fomba fanarahan'ny olona hafa miaina ny fiainany. Tsy afaka hiandry ny RISE ho avy avy. Trip U tena no aingam-panahy ahy mba ho ny tsara indrindra ny rainy ny olona ho vadiny ny ankizy.

  7. Patricknavalin'i

    Trip, Misaotra noho ny fizarana ny fo no. Ny zava-misy no mijaly, ary mbola afaka mamokatra tsara toy izany ny asa dia aingam-panahy. Andriamanitra no tena nampiasa ny mozika mba teneno ny fiainako. Ary Tena misaotra azy aho ry zalahy misy tahaka anao amin'ny mozika (manokana hip-hop) orinasa izay tsy matahotra ny tena fahamarinana. Manantena aho fa tsy Mitsangàna ny rakikira farany, fa raha, Tena faly aho noho izay rehetra efa nampianatra ahy ianareo amin'ny taloha 4 Albums.

  8. Vincenavalin'i

    Foana aho nampahery ny lahatsoratra Rahalahy Ary izao mety ho ny tsara indrindra mbola iray! Mivavaka aho noho ny hery sy tsy miandry ny polisy ny rakikira!

  9. Charlananavalin'i

    Hey Trip,

    Tena mankafy ny hira “Sweet Fandresena”, dia nisy fitehenana teo an avereno & Tsy andriko izay mandre ny sisa amin'ny CD. hotahian'andriamanitra anie ianao & ny fianakavianao & fahombiazana ho anao foana!

  10. Chesternavalin'i

    Vao haingana aho no nahita ny zava-bitany raha ianao eto Denver Oktobra faha-9. Tsy noeritreretiko mihitsy ny momba ny fahasalamanao aretina mandra-dia. Nanohina lalina ny foko rehefa nahatanteraka ny hira “Sweet Fandresena.” Izaho koa dia efa nisy aretina ara-batana isan-karazany miady akaiky ny fotoana ny efa-taona. Noho izany, ny hira resonanted amiko, mitondra ahy ho any amin'ny saika ny ranomaso. Raha vao mamaky ny sombin eo amin'ny aretinao, Dia hitako fa efa mijaly noho ny toy izany no efa nandritra ny fotoana: Mitaiza havizanana Syndrome. Tamin'ny alalan'ny ady ara-batana aho izany, ka nahatonga ahy ho reliquish ny avonavona sy ny fiainam-po ka nitondra ahy niverina indray ny fanoloran-tena ho an'i Kristy; farany, Feno fankasitrahana aho fa izany dia tonga tamiko. Efa nihaona ihany no olona iray hafa izay manana hevitra marina tsara ny zava-tsarotra izay mitondra aretina ity. Efa handro ny nandatsahana ny fahasoavan'Andriamanitra, vavaka avy amin'ny olon-kafa, ary ny fanoloran-tena tsy mihozongozona ny vadiko izay manampy ahy hanohy amin'ny fikasan'Andriamanitra araka izay hanohy ny fianarako any amin'ny asa fanompoana ho toy ny filozofa. Isika manompo Andriamanitra, izay tsy mahatakatra akaiky ny fijaliana 'izao tontolo izao, fa naharesy ny alalan 'izany. Misaotra anao noho ny fanompoana an'Andriamanitra sy ny famoahana ny fanjakan antsipiriany ny fiainanao.

  11. kristiananavalin'i

    Trip! You have been an encouragement through your music and sermons bro! Love how God is using you! Your bangers get me goin bro ! I’ll be praying for you too! Oh and -good look on that song too!

  12. Mitchnavalin'i

    Brother Trip,

    God bless you for your unwavering faith and trust that He will heal you and make you whole in true Shweet Victory!!! Grace be to God

  13. Mackendernavalin'i

    I was tremendously blessed by this article. My heart rejoices as I read and ponder my future inheritance in Christ. Thank you trip. Can’t wait to get the album. I’ve always been blessed by you man.

  14. Erica D. Clantonnavalin'i

    This was really what i needed to read and Sweet Victory really touches my heart. Thanks Trip for sharing what God gave u so we can see His vision for our lives!! Praying for u!

  15. isaiahnavalin'i

    Love your music man. It and other Christian hip hop music has and is and will continue to help God change my life. Our struggle is not forever as you well know tripp. Thanks for the reminder.

  16. GabeTavianonavalin'i

    Thanks for being transparent, Trip. Our fam’s moving to Cambodia on January 3rd. I have a few private questions for you, hoping to ask before we leave. Could you maybe shoot me an email (to the email I used to comment here)? Looking forward to my pre-order of RISE. Really great work!!

  17. ChristyCappnavalin'i

    I am so lookingforward the album!! Thats a great song to start it off with. True talent and REAL lyrics that change life.. ain’t nothinbetter than that! CFS sucks and is devastating. I got it at 18 in college when it first came out. But you can overcome it and you will..with proper diet and excercise. So there’s hope! Prayer first, water every hour. I made water my best friend to detox, cut white flour, pasta and fast food. Most of us walkinaround dehydrated and replacing it with more food. It’s through our trials that he works in us the most. In that time of being sick (still) was when God was most able do His workBest wishes to you and your album and your fam and your church & much continued success!

  18. Jesosynavalin'i

    Awesome insight, into what the world would have us see aslosingin this life. When in all reality we are all born losers, including those, that the world considerswinners”..! If, they don’t come to theknowledge” na “knowingof the TRUTH, which isJESUS”, they remain losers..! Even if, to the world, they appear to be winners..! Thanks for sharing yourweakness”, when in REALITY, you have been made STRONGE..!! Praise be to The Lord, that He would make known to us through our weakness that we are TRULY STONGE because of Knowing Him…!! Keep pressing forward my friend and brother even if The Lord grants you only His grace in the mist of your struggles..!! Praying for You..!

  19. Ashleynavalin'i

    I had no idea you were facing this battle. I read your book, “the good lifea while back but don’t remember seeing that. I was so blessed by your article today, you’re in my prayers brother. My cousin suffers from chronic fatigue syndrome and it’s very difficult for her to enjoy things she used to. Misaotra anao nizara, my heart goes out to you and your wife today. Fight the good fight. You’re a True Champion. Jesus’s love conquers all. P.s. dope song too!

  20. Rachelnavalin'i

    I am so thankful for Sweet Victory. I listened on YouTube and it gave me my spark back. I have been struggling with discouragement. I think I lost my hope here for a few weeks. Can’t think of how else to put it. Hopelessness made me feel cut off from God and was the worst part of all. I was crying out to him, asking him to help me out of this overwhelming despondency. Your Sweet Victory lyrics spoke straight to that broken part of me and retriggered my hope. This article has also encouraged me. God is so good. I was surrounded by people who love me at church but had no idea how to ask them for help, or even how to explain what I was going thru. God decided to use you, all the way from Texas. Misaotra anao!

  21. Julia nifindranavalin'i

    Trip (and Jess)–
    Thanks so much for this encouraging song. I cannot wait to get your new album. izahay (my Parents) just adopted a little boy from Haiti. He has cerebral palsy. Although it has been a hard road with all his disabilities, I know that Jesus gives us victory over all things. I saw you in concert in Salt Lake City, UT a couple weeks ago, and you gave me such hope. Misaotra anao!
    And congratulations to you and the Mrs. on the new little one. Whether he (or her) is born or not. :) Love you guys!

  22. Dinanavalin'i

    Trip, I am about as far from your expected crowd base as one can getCaucasian Canadian mama of five who drives a mini van! But blaring from my speakers is always some rap with a steady rotation of Trip Lee! I love the song Sweet Victory and this reality that was birthed in a new way from your health struggle resonated with me. For the last 8 years I’ve struggled with a similar weakness after the premature birth of my daughter. It is a humbling road to walk and one I still learning to trust God in. Thank you for sharing your hope and providing an example of an unashamed man of God for young men to respect and emulate. Fitahiana ho anao, Rahalahy!

  23. Dinavalin'i

    Downloaded the album yesterday and I love it! My fav is “Rehetra mitsangana”; I have it on replay… tpt… thanks for the wonderful album Trip. Hope to watch you in concert one day.

  24. Gabkynavalin'i

    Wow. This is my first time coming across this site and I’m loving all the posts I’ve read so far. I’ve been so blessed and encouraged.This is just what I needed at this moment to know that despite my weaknesses he still reigns in my life and I can look to him and always be uplifted.
    I had no idea you were going through this, you’re in my prayers. Thank you so much for sharing. God bless you so much.
    Just listened to Sweet Victory and I’ve been so blessed by your song! And I can’t wait to listen to the whole album. I’m sure that’s all I’ll be listening to these coming weeks. Continue the good work!

  25. Latashanavalin'i

    This blog post was such a blessing to me. matetika, I don’t feel understood by family, namana, or some church family on this walk, but this post help me put things in perspective and stop complaining about life. I realized that there is a blessing within our weaknesses. God truly shows his power/love for us, by helping us overcome our struggles, when we realize that He is the only way we can keep going. Thanks for the post and your song Sweet Victory is amazing!

    Grace sy Fiadanana,
    Tasha F.

  26. TTuniquenavalin'i

    My daughter dedicated this song to me. I could not stop listening and crying. I Have been battling immune system issues for 15 taona. The last 3 years were near hell. But the Lord was dealing hard with my heart during that time. I finally got it and surrendered to him. I am now getting answers left and right and coming out slowly. I’m not out all the way, but I’m not as exhausted as I was. It’s amazing!!! This song……this song! Tears……

  27. Timnavalin'i

    Trip,
    I always feel a sense of joy when I hear a new song from you or even see a posted sermon or read your blog. You are inspiring! I don’t directly know what CFS is like but I have seen it. A family friends mother from my church has it. There are times when we see her then there are long stretches when we don’t. But whenever I do see her she is always joyful. When I read this I thought of her because I tell her every time how much I am inspired by her that in the midst of it all she praises Jesus. She has been victorious because she refuses to think down on the situation. You two are most definitely winners! I’m glad that you are able to share your heart with us. It means so much to me.

  28. Burtonnavalin'i

    Trip,
    You don’t know how much this means to me. When it seems like the whole world is against you, you know that you’ll win in the end with flying colors! And now knowing what you’ve been going through the past seven years, you can know that you are in my prayers Bro. Thanks for opening up your heart to us.

  29. Feminavalin'i

    Trip, you are a huge inspiration. RISE is a great album and i love it! As concerning your health, i believe its just a temporary flame of afflicton preparing you for the glory to be revealed. God is set to use you more brother. so don’t grow weary. keep believing and praying. I love you brother.

  30. Natenavalin'i

    Trip,
    Chronic Fatigue has plagued my life from when I was 13 na 14 years old all the way up until only a matter of weeks ago (aho 28 ankehitriny). Years of prayer and research finally led my family and I to the answer; Diet was the root cause. Removing all grains, dairy, nightshades, preservatives and processed foods from my life has led to a complete recovery. I have never felt better.

    I don’t know if there could be a similar dietary solution for your CFS, but I wanted to let you know anyway.

    Tohizo ny asa tsara. I’ll be praying for you.

  31. ThomLomasnavalin'i

    Thank you for sharing these words. I wish I would’ve read this last year but I wasn’t meant to read it until now. Now that I had a little better understanding on why these things happened. mamerina ny fisaorana anao, God bless.

    -Thom L.

  32. Brandon Martineznavalin'i

    I love you trip lee you are a big inspiring role model to my walk in faith with god. Ive learned to trust him ive learned that the scriptures when applied to my life become blessings in so many ways. You truly inspire me and I hope that one day god will give me the opportunity to meet you and lecrae you both have helped me see life instead of death. Everyday I listen to gospel hip hop and start my morning with thanking god for waking me up then I make coffee and put my bluebuds in my ears and turn on gospel hip hop and listen study even loom up words I dont know in the dictionary at words I dont quite understand so I lnow the deeper meaning because im a deep thinker. One pray and hearts desire of mine is to talk to you in some way one day even if its just a few messages on facebook or a phone call but would be awesome to sit down with you in person and discuss allot of christian beliefs and answer each others questions and concerns. Izaho dia 26 years old I have a rough background and past and christ has changed me from day to day all for his glory and a greater good so I can reach out and inspire others with my testimony that shows in my actions not just in words . Im a believer. Romanina 1:16 I am unashamed of the gospel. I talk about god everday with people even my friends look up to me and have changed because of how god changed me. I really hope you see this message from me and read it through. Your story is strong and christ is in your heart always. Please if you have a moment one day text me. Call me. Write me on facebook. Email me id love to just have one conversation with you. Btw your story brought tears to my eyes. hotahian'andriamanitra anie ianao,your wife,and children in all your days and all you do.